sweetiegwen
i am here to meet new friends
The Basics
Age:
36
Gender:
Female
Race:
Caucasian
Location:
Massachusetts
United States
The Details
Children: None but want some soonHair Length: Shoulder LengthSexual Orientation: Straight
About Me
Brought to the world without the presence of my father coz when i was in my mother my father died because of heart attack,now im 22 years old. im a girl that wants a foreign man that loves me as i love him and treats me as i treats him
wherever i go and what ever i do i want to be with him i believe that everything happens for a reason. I just do what i want its not about what people are saying, its about me. And i never judge a book by its cover. I use the paragraph on the back, it tells you what the story is about.“If I lose the light of the sun, I will write by candlelight, moonlight, no light. If I lose paper and ink, I will write in blood on forgotten walls. I will write always. I will capture nights all over the world and bring them to you.”“They say true love only comes around once and you have to hold out and be strong until then.
let's see where this gets us...I need to somebody who can make me laugh.I really love being outdoors and need somebody who craves adventures.I can't live without cheese.I like someone with a mind not just a brain.I want to see the whole entire world.I like animated movies.I try to learn something new everyday.I really like a good glass of wine.I am quite the handyman.I love sitting outside on a cold day in sweats.I wish I were a chef. I really love camping.I like computer games.I need somebody who can keep up.I am a girl that likes to have fun, but will do it naturally. I love to hang with friends and have a good time. I am a very quiet and shy person if I don't know you. I can act rediculous sometimes. When you get me laughing or smiling I can't stop. I hate when people make me do things they think I should do even if its not what I want.but if i want to do a thing that will make me happy ill do it and i know that i enjoy it. I want people to care for me, and not tell what bad mistakes I am making in life. Things will be worth it, it just takes time. I hate people who just do things for attention.“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
What I'm Looking For
I want to meet a man that will make me stop and listen to what he has to say. I want a man who will make my jaw drop in awe. A man that has little time for me. One who does not throw himself at me. One who respects himself who has a sense of himself. “Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so alone that you can't explain.”“Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel. This person is using celestial colors to paint your image. Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have."”“It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. The smart ones keep themselves to themselves for good reason. Why would you want to tell anyone anything that's dear to you? Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? It's so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to.”“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”
There are many people in this world, but a perfect match's odds are one in a million.
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