notlooking4
Why is it that the more you want a relationship to
The Basics
Age:
50
Gender:
Male
Race:
Caucasian
Location:
Sierra Vista
Arizona
United States
The Details
Smoking: Occaisional smokerAppearance: Casual, Clean Cut, AverageSexual Orientation: Straight
About Me
I am a guy who has made more than his fair share of mistakes, but I have learned from them. I am not going to use the word "want" anywhere in here, it's been my experience that the more you "want" something or someone, the more likely it is that mistakes are going to be made in the process of trying to obtain the want so I do not want, I desire. I know that some would say that there's not much difference in the two words, but to me there is. So I am here desiring.
What I'm Looking For
A woman who also desires..... Who is exactly like like Shelley. Shelley is the love of my life. She's smart, funny, caring, giving, sensual, sexy and absolute blast to be around. But we struggled and struggled with making us work, and there were things that both of us wanted, needed but we just couldn't figure out how to achieve them.
I know that any woman who has read this far as saying to herself. "This guy is still in love with this Shelley." And you're right I am, always will be. One of the most valuable things I learned from getting to really know her is, that when you find someone who you truly feel is worth your time, energy, and you willingly give that part of yourself to them and you genuinely LOVE them, why would you ever stop? Why take your love away? Why would you want too? Us
I am not expecting any woman to respond to this or me. I just wanted to write this out, put my name and my face with it so that everyone knows that I Love Shelley, and I truly wish things were different, but both of us know that us parting was what we both needed.
So if you have read this far just think about how you love. And remember to dance and dance and dance. :)
|
