dha
If that "somebody's me"
The Basics
Age:
47
Gender:
Female
Race:
Asian
Location:
al kaabi
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About Me
simple quiet and responsible...
In life there are people that will hurt us and cause us pain,
but we must learn to forgive and forget and not hold grudges.
In life there are mistakes we will make,
but we must learn from our wrongs and grow from them.
In life there are regrets we will have to live with,
but we must learn to leave the past behind and realize it is something we can't change.
In life there are people we will loose forever and can't have back,
but we must learn to let go & move on.
In life there are going to be obstacles that will cause interference,
but we must learn to overcome these challenges and grow stronger.
In life there are fears that will hold us back from what we want,
but we must learn to fight them with the courage from within.
God holds our lives in his hands. He holds the key to our future.
Only he knows our fate.
He see's everything and knows everything.
Everything in life really does happen for a reason: "God's Reason".
What I'm Looking For
someone who will stand by me for the rest of our lives, loving, kind and responsible..and accept who i am...
Having been down on myself and unhappy in my marriage
I spent the week not being very nice to anyone in my family.
I felt myself distancing myself from those people that were not the root of my anger.
For years I had made such a big deal out of having dinner with my kids
as a family, but during this time of heartache that I was experiencing
I just couldn't bring myself to be with them.
I began to resent them. It would be so easy to change my life without having them to think about.
And how many times had I heard that I needed to do what was best for the kids.
Did nobody care what was best for me?
Then I watched a show on TV that made me realize what I was doing to these poor kids.
During this time of self pity, I was instilling in them a memory,
a bad memory that they could look back on and in turn resent me for.
I didn't want that to happen. I needed to pull myself up by the boot strings
and get out of the pity pot.
I needed to take control of my own life.
Not only for my own sake but for my kids too.
That night I went to sleep with calm thoughts in my head.
The issues in my marriage had not been resolved but the issues I had with myself had.
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