In need of company
1521 days ago
1521 days ago
1622 days ago
Children: Yes - not living with me
Smoking: Occaisional smoker
Sexual Orientation: Straight
I hate these profiles its so hard to sum up who you are, but Here it goes. The relationship and family is what I focus on. Some women can handle it some cant. I was married for almost 19 years and thought she was my sole mate. after that long she decided she couldn't handle it any more. When I say focus I don't mean I spend every waking minute with them and hanging on them. I mean they become the reason that keeps me going at work and out of work. they are my inspiration to keep going to just give it just a little more effort. That ended up in the job I had at that time keeping me at work for many hours. It also made me very sick because my work environment was not a healthy place. But she is gone now and so is that job. I am looking for a woman who wants the type of devotion I give I cant help the way I am I am hard wired for it, and make no apologies for it. It would help if I could find some one who has some of the same interest in life that I have. I love working on Circle track cars for dirt or black top My favorite hobby is shooting. I like to fix computers and other thing. I love to hunt and I am an inventor especially when it comes to alternative energy. I am a prepper some might know it as a survivalist. I like to camp. I try to be a role model to my 16 year old son who lives with his mother. I am starting my own business using a CNC that I built myself. There is so much more But that would be for you to discover. I am totally honest some times to much so. I have recently learned there is a time to just keep some things to myself. Hurt feelings can ruin lives so silence really can be golden. My loyalty can be counted on and never questioned. Unfortunately for me I have a very big heart and I ware it on my sleeve lots of times I have been taken advantage of because of this, especially by my ex. No I am not bitter twords her she gave me some of the best years of my life. but now its time For me to give somebody else hopefully the best years of there lives, if they can except me for me and not try to change me to much. As I said I am totally honest if you have any questions just ask I wont lie but If I feel its not some thing your ready to know I'm not afraid to say that to. Thanks for reading my poorly written profile. I am sorry for the weight I am in, in my pictures. I lost a lot of weight recovering from a jaw that was broken in two places. I am slowly gaining it back. Like most other people I have a roof over my head, my bills are paid but there is never a lot left over. I also want to add my favorite saying.
Nobody's Perfect I am not the most attractive the sexiest or the person with the perfect body but I don't have to be some one i'm not. I know ware I'm going I know how to get there and and I am good at being being me, and traveling the rough rode road or smooth highways of life I am proud. I am not proud of some of the things I have done in the past but I am proud of who I am today, and that pride will keep growing with each victory and every failure.
Don't get my personality confused with my attitude. My personality is who I am, my attitude depends on who you are.
What I'm Looking For
a fair to good looking girl thin girl who can handle the passion I have bottled up inside. Color does not matter. Also some one who on occasion can entertain herself or better yet likes to get grease and dirt under the nails and help me tinker. She must like Saturday night short track racing. Every thing else is nagoshable.