alliah
hello .. I’m looking for some fun ONLINE .. :P
The Basics
Age:
36
Gender:
Female
Race:
Other
Location:
Texas
United States
The Details
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About Me
I am seriously a happy person! I enjoy doing just about anything, at least once.
No time for lies, games. I'm honest and straight forward. I enjoy my life, and
welcome others who can make it even better. I love my friends, and make a good
friend. Life is too short to sweat the small stuff, I like playing around,
joking and laughing. Going out on weekends and to the lake in the summer.
What I'm Looking For
I want to meet a man that will make me stop and listen to what he has to say. I want a man who will make my jaw drop in awe. A man that has little time for me. One who does not throw himself at me. One who respects himself who has a sense of himself. “Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so alone that you can't explain.”“Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel. This person is using celestial colors to paint your image. Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have."”“It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. The smart ones keep themselves to themselves for good reason. Why would you want to tell anyone anything that's dear to you? Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? It's so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to.”“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”
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